Goodbye
It’s another Wednesday now. And in a few hours another Wednesday will have passed. And it will be 2 weeks now. 2 week since I have seen or heard from you. Should I start to worry now? Not that I cared before. But now that I know it is done with and over.. Now I care. I think, I would have liked to see where this could have gone because I think this could have gone somewhere. Maybe. But it’s all done now, and I can’t help but wonder if my cool demeanor played a part in it. Well, if it did, if it did what could I have done? There was no way I was going to let you into my heart so soon, no way, knowing that your a player and picky as hell. But I wonder, is it possible that the occurrence I was trying to prevent , is what brought it on in the first place?… Am I just too superstitious? Is this just another coincidence? And how many times does something occur until we can no longer label it as a coincidence? And how many times does it occur until I can no longer blame it on the other person…Well T, goodbye and farewell, it would have been nice to see where we would have ended up…But this is good. We ended up ended but w/o the attachment w/o the pain w/o the tears… Goodbye
